Well here I am at work and trying to focus on the things I need to do. Do you ever have days that you just can't seem to focus? Well I'm having one of those days...hell it feels like one of those weeks. I have most of my work done and accomplished and now I'm waiting on other people so that I can do more work...CRAZY!!! : ) I'm a very complex person...at least I think so. I can procrastinate in my personal life, but in my professional life I'm all about getting my work done as quickly as possible I don't want someone to think I'm lazy professionally. : ) But when it comes to housework I will take forever!!! : ) But then again I think that is true for most people, who wants to clean a toilet when you can read a book or watch TV or play with the dog/kids, anything but the toilet!!! OK enough about that!!
Well yesterday was my weigh in for Weight Watchers (WW). I lost another 2.4 lbs!!! Woo-hoo!!! So I have lost a total of 17.2 lbs!!! I'm so proud of myself. I really have started to change my thought process, I think that is the biggest thing. You have to want to be more healthier. I don't like being overweight! I don't know anyone who really does honestly like being obese. Yes you have to love yourself, and it is hard when you can't find the right pair of jeans, or the right shirt....or hello the cute shoes you want to wear...in my case it is the boots!!! I so want a pair of black dress boots!!! My calves are too big!!! I can't find them at least not yet!!! They are out there and I will get them in the right time and place for me to get them. So my WW journey continues...I'm getting so much more out of the classes this time then I did the first time, I was not mentally ready for my weight loss. I AM NOW!!! : )
As you have noticed from yesterday's post I have a totally different outlook on life. I live in the NOW!! I don't live in the past and dwell on the crap from the past...it is all just so useless!!! Yes bad things happened and yes I did not have the ideal childhood...but then who does. I'm not going to sit and talk about or think about the past and what could, should, or did not happen. That is the past and it stays in the past. I want to live NOW, and be conscious NOW!! I have really changed my life around and I live in a state of Gratitude!!! I'm so grateful for what I get to experience and how I get to live my life. I enjoy the drive to work...I love seeing the colors of the tree's change and the mist rising out of the hills and trees. I get so much pleasure out of the smallest things...and really living in the state of NOW!!! I can't live in the state of the past or the state of the future...those things don't have any bearing on who I AM NOW!! So for me life is great...and I focus on that!!! I'm not in want, need, or feel that I'm unfilled in anyway!!! : ) I have everything I need and I love who I AM. I shared this yesterday and I will continue to share this with you so that you have the option to change your life!!! I AM WEALTHY. I AM HEALTHY. I LIVE AN ABUNDANT AND JOYFUL LIFE.
I will ramble more later ~
Jenny
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